Darkness

Unhappiness is like a blackhole.. it sucks you right in. There is no escaping it. You can plan to evade it, attempt to avoid it but, it is everywhere you go. It is like wearing wrong and dark prescription glasses.. everything is hazy, everything is tainted.. There is absence of light.
You try so hard to not let this darkness destroy everything that you hold dear..but the more you try… higher the chances of absolute ruin. “Run from the ruin” you tell yourself. But you cannot. It is all you know, it is part of every fiber of your being. You are the darkness now.

How did it come to be part of you? In a foolish and abjectly naïve attempt to ‘complete’ your life, you cut an integral piece. The joke is on you.. and it is everyone’s to share. You are no longer yourself, you abhor the mirror and reflections both literal and figurative. You see, you are on the run from reality and it is a sordid race, and you are going to lose because you are missing a limb.